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MATTHEW 2 PLEASE [25 Feb 2007|09:01pm]

An online gay magazine is holding a poll:

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[13 Apr 2005|10:31am]

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[09 Mar 2005|11:21am]

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[25 Feb 2005|01:04pm]

Me and my boyfriend just celebrated our 5th year anniversery.

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[29 Dec 2004|10:26am]

It's Over.....
Last night I got a call from my neice. She told me my Bunny died. He was the best bunny to ever exist. He was an all black Norwegian Dwarf. Here is the story of Benny D'Bunny:

New Years Day 2000: Benny was born. He was born in a pet shop in Bridgewater where I went to school. He was there 1st baby animal of the Millenium. He was the only one of the litter to survive, and he was the runt. His mom died during the birth.

January 20th 2000: I went to the pet store to get food for my guinea pigs and was browsing around and playing with the animals. I went to the bunny cage to see them play and there were about ten of them in there. All regular sized except for Benny. He was just a baby and was being bullied by all the other bunnies. I reached in to push them away and Benny managed to jump out of the cage and into my arms. It was love from there on in. I took him home and introduced him to my other pets. 5 guinea pigs and a rat. All of them roamed free, including the rat, and they were all litter box trained. Benny learned very quickly his role and where he should and shouldnt play. He was litter box trained after only a week. He slept in my bed next to me, and woke me up in the morning. He was amazing. i had never seen such a smart rodent in my life. I carried him around with me in a backpack that I wore in my chest. He literally went everywhere with me, and never jumped out or tried to run away.

He came to work with me for 2 years. He would sit in my drawer and sleep or eat or play with the kids when they came in. He was the best.
Soon my boss said that I shouldnt bring him to work anymore, that it wasnt professional. So I would rush home every day after work to take him out on the town. He was my best freind.
I met my boyfreind and it was Benny who confirmed he was right for me. He usually made this little angry noise at guys I met to let me know he didnt like him. But he warmed up to my bf really fast. He even liked to mimic him when he was asleep. It was the cutest thing ever.
Me and my bf moved to Quincy 2 years ago and was told we couldnt have pets. I was crushed. My neice offered to take care of him and I thought it was a good idea. She loved him and was very responsible when caring for him. I came to visit as much as possible and still bought his food, treats and litter. He was excited whenever I came to visit.
Now he is gone. He is gone and im so horribly sad. Ive been crying for hours str8 and its horrible that I cant stop. He was my buddy, and now he is no more. People keep saying that he is in a good place now. Well, ya know what? I dont beleive that. I dont beleive in God or any other kind of religion. I lack faith. I think that once your dead, its like shutting off the lights. You are just simply gone. Forever.
There will never be another like you Benny. I loved you with all my heart and will miss you forever lil guy.
Today is the day my mother died. I am sick. I have to work most of the day. I dont think I have ever been so depressed. I need to hit someone, or break something. I need to lash out. But I cant. I have to be strong. I hate myself.
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[30 Nov 2004|10:17am]

So, I get a phone call last nite from a guy name Samuel. He says I gave him my number at a club (I am guessing the strip club) but I dont remember him at all. He also thought I was another guy that gave him his number. We dont remember each other, but he tries to talk to me and brought up thatI must have given him my number for a reason. So, he asks what I look like and tries to talk dirty to me. Well, I wasnt giving him the time of day. He wants to give me his number, so I say no thanx and took his email address, which was Kardos@________.com

I emailed him, but the addy didnt work, my email came right back to me.

Sorry Samuel/Kardos@_______.com but it doesnt look like we will be connecting any time soon.

So today I decide to read Bay Windows (New Englands Gay Paper) and on the FRONT PAGE is a story about a religous gay man who teaches voice lessons to gospel students.

The man's name is Samuel Kardos.

Is this weird as Fuck or what!!!!!!!
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[22 Jun 2004|03:19pm]

In just 3 weeks the U.S. Senate will come to a vote on the Federal Marriage Amendment in support of or against President Bush's attempt to write discrimination into the U.S. Constitution. This critical moment in our nation's history will determine the future of GLBT rights so take action now and make your voice heard. Speak Now or Forever Hold Your Peace!

Contact your Senators Now:

Support marriage equality for all by signing the Human Rights Campaign's Million for Marriage Petition:

Pass the message along, participation is crucial!!
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[30 May 2004|05:09pm]
I know spamming is not good, but you all love me.

I think you're pretty & that you should join exquisite_faces

Please join. kthx. <3
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[30 May 2004|11:40am]

Hey everyone. i decided to post on old pic. It's only a few months old...and it was a friends only banner I made for my old livejournal. My friend Alisha is in the picture too :-D

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[11 May 2004|04:26pm]
hey guys, hows it going.
i took new pictures so i thought i'd share a few.

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[06 May 2004|06:30pm]

Hey Everyone. this is shedding_tears. I made a new livejournal. :D. Sorry I have no pictures of myself at the moment. None of them are quite good if I do say so myself. but I will get some that are good very soon.
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[30 Apr 2004|11:07am]

There was a boy named Bug. He had a freind names Boy. They were both 17 years old and lived next door to each other. They hung out every day and even helped each other with their chores. It was the ideal freindship. They liked the same things, they hated the same things. Perfection. One day Bug mother got really sick and had to stay in the hospital for a long time. Boy moved in with Bug so that he didnt have to sleep in the BIG old house, all by himself. They slept in the same bed, and talked well past 2 in the morning. The slept in their underwear and kept the "safe" distance. They always fell asleep at least 5 inches apart from each other, but whenever they woke up, they found themselves wrapped in each other's arms. They both woke up around the same time, and lied there holding the other one (not knowing they both awake) for a little while, and knew it felt good. It felt right. Bug knew 1st. He knew he loved Boy's smell. He adored how he looked in a tank top, and hated that he couldnt touch him. It took Boy a while longer. He knew he was having feelings, but he wasnt sure what they were. He even had a girlfreind. He had sex with her too. Every time they got intimate, he knew it wasnt right. He just felt it was what he "had" to do. SO he did.
Since Bug moved in to the neighborhood, Boy started hanging out with his girlfreind less and less. To the point where she was jealous and maybe even hated Bug. Bug didnt mind, he didnt like her either. Boy knew this and never brought her around him. He liked holding bug in the morning when (he thougth) Bug was still sleeping. He liked it, but really didnt understand why it made him feel so good. SO he held hima and when one of them stirred, they would break apart from each other and not speak of it.
Well, one morning Bug woke up and his head was lying at Boys navel and his feet were hanging off the bed. Bug was overjoyed. Thing "This is the closest Ill ever be to this man, Im gonna anjoy this as much as possible". Boy was awake. Bug turned his head slightly and put his lips against Boy's stomach. It felt heavenly. He gave him the softest kiss, trying his best not to wake him. Boy was aware of what was going on and lied there, waiting for whatever was to happen next. He felt himself grow under Bug, where he was laying. Bug noticed the hardness underneath him, and it pushed him more to keep going. He moved slowly from side to side so he pecs carressed the wood underneath. Boy couldnt hold himself back. This was helping him to reach his peak. He exploded, and when it happened Boys body jerked up a little. Well, Bug still thought he was asleep, and the slight jerk scared the shit out of him. So hemade a quick shift to the other side of the bed with his back to Boy.
They lied there for a while. Bug thinking about the wonderful time he had with Boy while he was asleep, and then felt bad. He felt he had taken advantage of him.
Boy on the other hand was lying there having a revelation. He thought: "I love Bug. I always have. He is everything I want in a partner." He kept looking at Bugs back, and want ing to touch him. But he was scared and was still having doubts. While he lay there thinking, Bug got up. Boy quickly shut his eyes and made it seem like he was still asleep. He left the room and boy waited about an hour to get things in order.
He woke up and they trotted out for a day at the beach. They didnt speak of what happened at all. But during their day, they kept looking at each other. Kept wondering if they were each having similar feelings. They kept day dreaming about each other and wanting more. The beach goers slowly dwindled, and when everyone was gone they decided it was time to go home. They got there, had some pop tarts, and went to bed. The same bed. 5 inches apart. Boy stared out of the corner of his eye, at Bug. He knew he wanted to do something. He knew Bug would reciprocate. He was afraid. He has never been this afraid. But he decided to go for it anyways.
Boy shifted himself 5 inches closer to Bug. Bugs heart started racing more than it ever has. SO is Boy's. He puts his arm around Bug. He reaches around front and rubs his chest. He touches his navel, brings his hand up his abs, and touches both nipples every so slightly. He groin is pressed against Bugs buttocks. Bugs starts moving his hips alittle. And as if someone had yelled out: Action! Bug turned over and the 2 of them put their lips to the others and wrapped their armd around the others waist. They made out for what seemed like hours, and they both have never felt so complete. There was touching, but no more than that. They were both still very nervous. Than they lied there all nite, cofessing their love for each other.
They didnt get any sleep. They wieghed their options. What would their friends say? Should they tell their freinds? What about their parents? Would this ruin our lives? Everything you can ask, they did. But in the end decided that they loved each other so much that it didnt matter what they had to go through aor what people thought, they were going to love each other forever.
They told only thier parents.
Boy's family was angry and didnt approve. They told him to take his stuff and get out of thier house. Boys family is very christian and they used to beat him, alot. So when he was told to leave, he didnt care.
Bug's mother had just gotten out of the hospital and was recuperating. She was actually very happy that Bug had found someone he loved. He had never had a girlfreind, and she was worried sometimes that he may never. Also, she had many many gay freind's for whom she adored, and understood how things worked.
So she told Boy to move in with them. Seeing that they were both soon to be 18, she even let them sleep in the same room. The 2 boys were very happy. They didnt have sex until they were both 19, in college. They managed to be roommates in a dorm which worked out perfectly. Neither of them felt comfortable doing anything at Bug's mom's house. It was right. And being so in love, they wanted it to be romantic, so they werent doing it anywhere but their own bed.
So in College, right before x-mas break, Bug open the door their their dorm room. And their were candles lit. And there was Boy, lying in bed, with a hopeful look on his face. He said "Im ready." So they made love. It was the most wonderous experience ever. They were together their for hours, and did everything imaginable. When they were done, they were lying there holding each other and Boy leaned over to the nightstand. He pulled out a box, and handed to Bug. Bug opened it and lying there was a ring. Boy looked deep into his eyes and said: "You've made me happier than I have ever been in my life. Ever since the day you kissed my navel when you thought I was asleep, I knew something was right. Well, now its official. I am in love with you and I dont want to be with anyone else for the rest of my life. Will you be mine?" Bugs face flushed and tears fell down his cheek. He was crying, it was just emotion taking over. He was speechless. Boy asked "Well?" Bug leaned over to his own nightstand. He reached in and pulled out a box and handed it Boy. It was a ring as well. Bug said "I will be yours, if you will be mine." They hugged, kissed, cried..all that good stuff.
The 2 boys found out an important thing. If you have love, than you are a lucky person. Love exceeds all, no matter what you have to go through. Too many people go thru life alone and having no one to be with. As for Boy and Bug, well, they should be together for a long long time.
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new. [24 Apr 2004|11:12am]
i'm new so i thought i'd introduce myself a bit.
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[11 Jan 2004|11:28am]

yesterday i was at target and i saw two gay boys. not together :( but it made my day.
the first was talking about bootsies. lol :)
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...boy loving... [09 Jan 2004|09:41am]

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I 100% agree with cloud, Shuichi is uber gay fluff. I love him too much. He's adorable and makes mookie eyes. You only wish you could make mookie eyes.

Errr....when off the topic of anime characters I still have a fondness for gays. This may be because two of my uncles and a friend of mine are gay (yay). You can probably imagine my surprise when my uncle and his boyfriend came to visit (his boyfriend was hot...not bi though). This was before I knew he was gay.

Me: That guy with Chris is hot.
Cousin: Oh, that's Chris's boyfriend.
Me:...Boyfriend? ::blink:: When did this happen?
Cousin: Hmmm, I guess the adults never told you.
Oh well, no more stories for now.

Yay for gays.

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[02 Jan 2004|10:10pm]

[ mood | excited ]

Gay guys are hawt secks.
List of ones I eessppeeciiallly like:
Kyan Douglas
Shuichi Shindou (Well, he's not real, but hey.)
AHhh I can't think of anyone else.
Oh well.
This community rocks.
It is awesome.
You will join it.
And talk about gay boys.
And post pictures of gay boys.

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[02 Jan 2004|09:04pm]
[ mood | happy ]

hey. i just made this community for those who adore gay boys. no this is not a joke community.
there are people who love gay boys.
like me
and stacy
and taylor
and a lot of other people.

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