||[30 Apr 2004|11:07am]
There was a boy named Bug. He had a freind names Boy. They were both 17 years old and lived next door to each other. They hung out every day and even helped each other with their chores. It was the ideal freindship. They liked the same things, they hated the same things. Perfection. One day Bug mother got really sick and had to stay in the hospital for a long time. Boy moved in with Bug so that he didnt have to sleep in the BIG old house, all by himself. They slept in the same bed, and talked well past 2 in the morning. The slept in their underwear and kept the "safe" distance. They always fell asleep at least 5 inches apart from each other, but whenever they woke up, they found themselves wrapped in each other's arms. They both woke up around the same time, and lied there holding the other one (not knowing they both awake) for a little while, and knew it felt good. It felt right. Bug knew 1st. He knew he loved Boy's smell. He adored how he looked in a tank top, and hated that he couldnt touch him. It took Boy a while longer. He knew he was having feelings, but he wasnt sure what they were. He even had a girlfreind. He had sex with her too. Every time they got intimate, he knew it wasnt right. He just felt it was what he "had" to do. SO he did.
Since Bug moved in to the neighborhood, Boy started hanging out with his girlfreind less and less. To the point where she was jealous and maybe even hated Bug. Bug didnt mind, he didnt like her either. Boy knew this and never brought her around him. He liked holding bug in the morning when (he thougth) Bug was still sleeping. He liked it, but really didnt understand why it made him feel so good. SO he held hima and when one of them stirred, they would break apart from each other and not speak of it.
Well, one morning Bug woke up and his head was lying at Boys navel and his feet were hanging off the bed. Bug was overjoyed. Thing "This is the closest Ill ever be to this man, Im gonna anjoy this as much as possible". Boy was awake. Bug turned his head slightly and put his lips against Boy's stomach. It felt heavenly. He gave him the softest kiss, trying his best not to wake him. Boy was aware of what was going on and lied there, waiting for whatever was to happen next. He felt himself grow under Bug, where he was laying. Bug noticed the hardness underneath him, and it pushed him more to keep going. He moved slowly from side to side so he pecs carressed the wood underneath. Boy couldnt hold himself back. This was helping him to reach his peak. He exploded, and when it happened Boys body jerked up a little. Well, Bug still thought he was asleep, and the slight jerk scared the shit out of him. So hemade a quick shift to the other side of the bed with his back to Boy.
They lied there for a while. Bug thinking about the wonderful time he had with Boy while he was asleep, and then felt bad. He felt he had taken advantage of him.
Boy on the other hand was lying there having a revelation. He thought: "I love Bug. I always have. He is everything I want in a partner." He kept looking at Bugs back, and want ing to touch him. But he was scared and was still having doubts. While he lay there thinking, Bug got up. Boy quickly shut his eyes and made it seem like he was still asleep. He left the room and boy waited about an hour to get things in order.
He woke up and they trotted out for a day at the beach. They didnt speak of what happened at all. But during their day, they kept looking at each other. Kept wondering if they were each having similar feelings. They kept day dreaming about each other and wanting more. The beach goers slowly dwindled, and when everyone was gone they decided it was time to go home. They got there, had some pop tarts, and went to bed. The same bed. 5 inches apart. Boy stared out of the corner of his eye, at Bug. He knew he wanted to do something. He knew Bug would reciprocate. He was afraid. He has never been this afraid. But he decided to go for it anyways.
Boy shifted himself 5 inches closer to Bug. Bugs heart started racing more than it ever has. SO is Boy's. He puts his arm around Bug. He reaches around front and rubs his chest. He touches his navel, brings his hand up his abs, and touches both nipples every so slightly. He groin is pressed against Bugs buttocks. Bugs starts moving his hips alittle. And as if someone had yelled out: Action! Bug turned over and the 2 of them put their lips to the others and wrapped their armd around the others waist. They made out for what seemed like hours, and they both have never felt so complete. There was touching, but no more than that. They were both still very nervous. Than they lied there all nite, cofessing their love for each other.
They didnt get any sleep. They wieghed their options. What would their friends say? Should they tell their freinds? What about their parents? Would this ruin our lives? Everything you can ask, they did. But in the end decided that they loved each other so much that it didnt matter what they had to go through aor what people thought, they were going to love each other forever.
They told only thier parents.
Boy's family was angry and didnt approve. They told him to take his stuff and get out of thier house. Boys family is very christian and they used to beat him, alot. So when he was told to leave, he didnt care.
Bug's mother had just gotten out of the hospital and was recuperating. She was actually very happy that Bug had found someone he loved. He had never had a girlfreind, and she was worried sometimes that he may never. Also, she had many many gay freind's for whom she adored, and understood how things worked.
So she told Boy to move in with them. Seeing that they were both soon to be 18, she even let them sleep in the same room. The 2 boys were very happy. They didnt have sex until they were both 19, in college. They managed to be roommates in a dorm which worked out perfectly. Neither of them felt comfortable doing anything at Bug's mom's house. It was right. And being so in love, they wanted it to be romantic, so they werent doing it anywhere but their own bed.
So in College, right before x-mas break, Bug open the door their their dorm room. And their were candles lit. And there was Boy, lying in bed, with a hopeful look on his face. He said "Im ready." So they made love. It was the most wonderous experience ever. They were together their for hours, and did everything imaginable. When they were done, they were lying there holding each other and Boy leaned over to the nightstand. He pulled out a box, and handed to Bug. Bug opened it and lying there was a ring. Boy looked deep into his eyes and said: "You've made me happier than I have ever been in my life. Ever since the day you kissed my navel when you thought I was asleep, I knew something was right. Well, now its official. I am in love with you and I dont want to be with anyone else for the rest of my life. Will you be mine?" Bugs face flushed and tears fell down his cheek. He was crying, it was just emotion taking over. He was speechless. Boy asked "Well?" Bug leaned over to his own nightstand. He reached in and pulled out a box and handed it Boy. It was a ring as well. Bug said "I will be yours, if you will be mine." They hugged, kissed, cried..all that good stuff.
The 2 boys found out an important thing. If you have love, than you are a lucky person. Love exceeds all, no matter what you have to go through. Too many people go thru life alone and having no one to be with. As for Boy and Bug, well, they should be together for a long long time.